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2009-07-22T22:23:00.001+08:00

new blog people sorry!!

http://otaku-yuzuki.blogspot.com/

thanks and relink me!!

sorry for the trouble!! :X

2009-04-28T20:18:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH!!!!!

LATE BIRTHDAY SONG TO LINDICLES AND LIONEL!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINDICLES

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIONEL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

:D one turn 15 and the other turned 13!! :D

2009-04-28T19:26:00.004+08:00

today... PAPER 1 MYE!!!!

english i wrote 'envy'.

the whole paper my envy write wrongly.. zz..

i keep writing enzy cause science keep writing enzyme.. bleh..

anyway i totally used chinese compo de bao zhang bao dao thingy to write it..

WRONG LIKE HELL.. OMT.. I THINK I WILL FAIL IT LA.. OMT.. HAII..

so now i have to kao4 on my chinese le.. zzz...

chinese i wrote on the bao zhang bao dao lor..

i think like the whole class wrote on that la..

but my points are a bit fake like hell leh..

and i think i wrote out of point somewhere..

plus i not enought time!!

i chiong through like hell..

then at the end of the test..

my hand cannot curl up into a ball..

if i did my hand will cramp and damn pain..

after school went to school library..

dexter started teaching me about liver function..

in the end i still blurr la.. i can't remember..

maybe i wasn't concentrating.. hmm..

some things happen in between don't wanna mention..

just.. made me realised stuff la.. haii.. mixed feelings..

ultimate happiness and sadness.. at their extremes!!!!

then jasline came and then she and me tried to make dexter laugh..

cause he laugh until damn super funny..

then jasline recorded his laughter then keep playing it..

lols.. is super damn funny la..

after that dexter go his cca.. and me and jasline go tampines walk walk..

to san4 san4 xin1!! actually apart from pei-ing jasline..

i also was trying to avoid alone time..

i scared i will emo.. hais.. stupid me..

we bought friendship string thingy..

me jasline and jinyi!! haven told jinyi though hmm..

wonder if she will tie lehs.. haha.. xD

hope so.. haiis.. so many people around me are like emo-ing alot..

and me too.. haiis..

just gotta say.. i still miss you and love you.. but i wish you happiness with her.. all the best..

2009-04-23T19:41:00.002+08:00

2.4 run..

I GOT POSITION 125!!!

i feel so proud of myself!! xD haha..

first time get into top 150 lehs.. haha..

i really run like hell okay..

after the run i got abit breathing difficulty..

felt my windpipe closing.. haha..

in the end sjab help me..

SO I HAVE TO THANK THE SJAB FOR HELPING ME!!

if not i may have died.. xD haha.. (i tink i have asthma de.. hmm..)

today got cca exco meeting!!

finally i feel the cca is doing something sia!!

and wennie got a position!!! xD yay!!

and im the course master(as sheen calls it) for software..

oh dear.. i don't know much.. i only know html codes..

but i cant possible teach that right.. zz..

flash flash flash, action script action script...

prepare prepare.. aiya.. i cant teach!!!

haii..

2009-04-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

currently reading a triology..

The Magician's Guild, The Novice and The High Lord.

it's about a dwell(slum dwellers), she one day found out she's a magician.

but her status toooooo low low low low liao.

then alot people cant accept her la..

she found out her powers when she managed to break a magician's shield

and hit him with a stone.

after that she kena chased by all the magicians in the guild

cause no magician is allowed unless they're in the guild.

so she run away, hide here hide there, thinking they want kill her.

then one day they found her.

she began trusting the person who found her..

then alot other thing happen.. haha..

want read then go buy bahs. or borrow from me.. haha..

i haven read finish all yet..

i read until The Novice only.

when i read this kind of books hor..

i really wished i was a living in those kind of world.

life was so much more interesting sia..

and i love those medieval( dono how spell) clothes and ancient de..

people wear long and bulky dresses.. and ROBES!!!

omt.. robes are like wow! haha.. :D

someday i hope robes will be back in fashion!! muahaha.. :D

i crazy liao.. haha.. i really wish magic is real..

vampires.. werewolves.. witches.. black magic.. magicians..

i really wish some of them are real..

life would be more interesting!!!!

2009-04-12T19:07:00.004+08:00

THANKS PEOPLE FOR REMEMBERING MY BIRTHDAY!!

and wishing me happy birthday too!! :D so happy got people rmb.. :D

hehe.. tomorrow is carolyn's birthday sia!! :D and yesterday was nicodemus birthday~~ :D

(for ppl who don't know nicodemus, he's my pri sch classmate.)

and 4th april is sheen's bday

6th april is huiting(another pri sch classmate) bday

so sing song now!!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHEEN, HUITING, CARO, NICO!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~~~~

yay!! all of us are like 15..

like very old ler.. haiis.. kindda shock okay..

i was like.. OMT 15 LE 15 LE!!!!!!!!!!!

14 is young... 15 is OLD!! OLD I TELL U!!!

i tink i overeating. haha.. xD

being silly.. haiis.. haha.. :D

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thanks ppl for keeping my blog alive!! :D

tags replies:

12 Apr 09, 12:44

yijing =]: hie hie...happy birthday though ur present's gonna be late...lol gd luck for de upcoming exams! seeyahsoon...yijing =]

o.o.. exams!!!!!!!!! haiis.. next week alone got like.. more thank 3tests i tink..

haiis.. and thanks!! :D u jiayou too!!! :D

11 Apr 09, 22:44
yan min: yo lee! happy (belated) birthday!

Thanks yanny!!!!

10 Apr 09, 23:22
MICHELLE :D: HAPPY BIRTHDAY

THANKS!! :D

10 Apr 09, 19:57
huizhen: HAPPY BIRTHDAY:D
10 Apr 09, 10:02
huizhen: hahahhahahha
10 Apr 09, 10:02
huizhen: EH! you cannot put aaron's pic there! HE'S MINE!!!!!

HE'S MINE TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! XD

and thanks! :D

9 Apr 09, 22:08
Sherri ♥: Hello Rachael! ;D

hello. :D

9 Apr 09, 21:41
belle: yo! HAHA where's your china boyf

o.o.. he not my boyf for goodness sake... -.-||||| don listen to khai rui's nonsense.. lols..

9 Apr 09, 20:20
yanjun: haha jie early happy bdae ahha

o.o.. thanks yanzhu!! haha.. xD

2009-04-02T20:20:00.003+08:00

I Was Reminded
by Alicia S

As we lay there quiet
I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you
Your smile,
and the way it teased at me seductively
Your laugh,
and the way it tempted me
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to hypnotize me

As we sat there silent
I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you
Your smile,
and the way it brings such life into me
Your laugh,
and the way it makes everything okay
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to read my thoughts

As we stand here now
I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you
Your smile,
and the way it confuses me
Your laugh,
and the way it seems to mock me
Your eyes,
and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

this poem i found it on the internet.

just found it nice to read. so post here.

my blog abit dead liao.. haii.. :(

2009-03-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

o.o chao long never post le. haha..

today i chao emo-ed de..

at first want kai kai xin xin go eat lunch with jinyi and alvin and jianjun.

then don't know why, suddenly so emo-ed..

today alot bad things la. haiis..

but at least got a good news today!!!

only one small one. :D im happy~! haha.. lols..

tomorrow got ti yu biao yan.

i go watch only. haha..

see all my frens perform. :D hehe..

jiayou people!! do a great performance!! xD haha..

2009-03-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

today went to school to discuss for cca outing.. haha.. xD

worked out quite well.. and damn cool also!! xD haha..

i don't know which day they going to hold it la.. haii..

i suddenly no mood..

suddenly so sad liao.. haiis.. i know why la.. haha.. lols..

im just being retarded.. haha.. xD i shall try again!!!

jiayous me!! :D haha.. lols..

looking forward to this friday!!!

GOING TO DO SOMETHING I LIKE!! WOOTS!!! :D

yayness!! and yanjun if u see this..

U BETTER NOT COME CRASH OKAY.. I WILL KILL U..

haha.. lols.. if i see u.. u will die horribly.. haha..

i came up with a list to kill u le.. haha.. lols..

tomorrow got a maths supp.. boohoohoo.. haiis.. i tink i will sleep la.. haiis..

even though mr neo ask me don't go.. but i have to go.. haha..

need pass 2 ppl homeworks and stuff..

and pass up chem file too..

late by so many days.. my tian.. haha..

i cant wait to know the results for cca exco..

i hope i can get in a position.. pls pls..

*prays* haiis.. okay.. i shall go try wat i wanna try liao..

WHEEEE!! wish me luck!! :D

2009-03-13T19:06:00.003+08:00

so many days never post liao.. haha.. nearly went dead huh.. haha.. xD

just wanna say belated happy birthday to AH YI FELICIA AND MY AHMA!! :j

for those who don't know what is ' :j ' it is a smiley face with a dimple!! hehe!! xD

getting back.. LETS SING HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FELICIA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH MA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

haha.. today is last day of school!! xD

got homework liao wor.. wtc.. haiis..

TELL U MY RESULTS!! THE BEST I EVER HAD SIA!!

english B3

chinese C6

a math A1

e math A1

bio A2

chem A1

ss + e.geog A1

77%

L1R5 : 9

yay!!!! :D

Wednesday

2009-03-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

so long no post liao.. haha

today had chemistry test.. i thought that since is class test won't have much percentage.. but i was WRONG!!! it was 50% of CA marks.. oh my tian.. and i didn't study much.. the mcq were killers!!! the open ended was quite easy.. haha.. the usual open ended questions.. so i know how do all. haha.. xD

today had the challenge thingy during assembly.. the once every year game challenge!! haha.. lols.. xD my class was like super funny.. xD haha.. in the end we got 5th bahs.. hahaha.. 6marks..

highest 12, then 10 then 9 then 8.. then many 6.. last was 5 or 4.. haha.. lol.. xD haha.. is super funny can.. haha.. xD

today had maths tuition.. i was like so no mood la.. haiis.. damn hungry and seriously.. abit sot and depressed.. haiis.. next week got math tuition on mon.. i heard is with weijie, yi jing.. so is like 3person? o.O haha.. lols.. cause tues got BIG BIG e maths test.. haha.. xD excited!! whee!! xD i hope come out more on the stupid number line thingy. haha.. xD then can score alot alot!! wheee!! xD haha..

tomorrow no programming lehs.. i damn sad lor.. haiis.. T.T i want my programming!!! I WANT!!! SOB SOB.. T.T haiis.. i got miserable life.. haiis.. and march hols are coming..

seriously if i don't go out during the whole holiday i will go crazy.. zzz..

if i don't go out hor.. sch reopen u see my hand alot of cuts liao.. emo like shit.. zz.. haiis..

which reminds me.. i have to buy a new penknife.. haiis..

okay.. enough liao.. i don't know what to say liao.. haha

maybe i know but is not appropriate here.. later say i cyber bullying.. haha..

shall go audi awhile then go facebook! xD wheee!! xD haha..

2009-02-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

all those memories.. they flooded back..

why are you so freaking hard to forget..

argh.. mad at myself.. mad at you too..

omt.. i can't believe i may be going back to square one..

freak this thing man..

2009-02-25T19:04:00.002+08:00

i made a wish on a rainbow i saw today.

i think all the people who saw it made a wish too.

i hope it comes true..

currently a bit depressed..

and stressed..

freaking many test this week..

and today is the end of all!!! hahahaha!!

IM FREE!!! SO FREE!!!!

i had like 5 test this week!!!

and 2 presentations coming up!!!

STILL VERY BUSY!!! BUT I LOVE IT..

i love and hate the pressure and stress and the madness i get from it..

it makes me happy.. haha.. xD weird huh?

apparently im not emo cause of him anymore..

clap for me people! haha..

in fact the more i see him the more irritated i get..

and the more i feel like punching him..

he changed so much that i don't even know him anymore..

hmm.. he just doesn treat people equally.. haii..

pity pity pity.. u'll never be really loved for who you are..

hmph! IM STILL ANGRY!!!

~~please make my wish come true, rainbow. please..~~

Thursday

2009-02-19T20:00:00.002+08:00

F is for friends who do stuff together

U is for you and me

N is for anywhere anytime at all

down here in the deep blue sea!! xD

omt.. so cute!! xD haha..

i'm trying to memorize the whole song but it's so hard..

so many conversations in between sia.. xD haha..

so many days never post le.. wow..

Social Studies common test : 8/10

kindda low in my class.. got alot people got 9/10 sia..

got more than 3 ppl getting 9.. so wow.. haha..

alot test next week.. is so omt!! going to die..

next monday : ting xie + bio test

next tues: A math common test

next wed: e math test

possibly got more bahs.. wtc.. sadded..

F is for frolic through all the flowers

U is for ukelele

N is for nose picking, sharing gum and sand licking

here with my best buddy!!

haha.. so random.. anyway byebye!! xD

~~you look so cool when you're serious.. xD~~

2009-02-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

this made me sort of feel stronger and not emo anymore.. haha

stupid but makes me feel better bahs..

"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another, you still smile and  say I'm happy for you. When all you really do is cry...and cry."

wish you all the best..

Wednesday

2009-02-11T19:42:00.002+08:00

today, i came early with jinyi..

yupps.. but it was quite late la..

at least ahem.. took same train as ahem..

jinyi u know who i talking about hor.. haha..

lols.. damn obvious.. haha.. lols..

that lightened up my day.. hehe..

until when we almost reached the school gates..

yupp.. i was kindda worrying that i might come school same time as.. you-know-who..

ya well.. and i did.. haii..

it dragged me all the way down again..

haii.. make me remember that stupid sms he send me..

zz.. dammit.. how could u have known that la..

u don't seem to know stuff around you almost like all the time.. zz..

ya.. so wdv.. not gonna believe it.. zz..

today, reach school le.. went down to jinyi class then dexter come.. hmm..

then liang jie and junyang walk pass class..

dampen mood more.. omt.. zz..

dexter then say erm.. dono wat la.. he said that that idiot told liang jie about it..

and i was like how u know.. then he said inference.. o.O?

ya.. so he tried asking liang jie.. and he acted dumb.. like he don't know..

so i also blur.. but anyway.. if he sees this..

DO NOT SPREAD RIDICULOUS RUMOURS!!

YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT IS TRUE LA.. WTC..

IF U SPREAD IM GONNA SPREAD STH ABOUT U TOO.. ZZ..

OR EVEN WORSE OKAY.. ZZ.. I'LL TORTURE U.. ZZ..

dammit.. u always effect me so much.. argh..

today, morning went to canteen then concourse then 2D.. haha..

then i saw him there AGAIN.. okay.. today is suey or wat? o.O

omt.. haii.. make me emo in the morning..

then compre for eng i anyhow do.. most likely fail bahs..

argh.. one day i really will burst and go crazy.. omt..

today went to parliament house.. lols..

kindda nice.. and so cool.. xD

watch them talked about money issues.. xD damn cool..

and i realised that one of them even started playing with their pen..

spinning it back and forth with his fingers.. haha..

today i miss my e maths test..

i feel so sad.. i wan my e math test..

i dowan take it on another day sia.. haiis..

sadded.. why oh why must it be today.. sob sob..

today had tuition.. was like chiongin after we came back from parliament..

cause late liao.. omt.. haha..

in the end she revised inequalities with us..

i know how do all except for one.. haha..

YAYNESS DUDE!!

means the test i should be okay le bahs.. hmm..

~~i'll give you my blessings..~~

~~be happy always..~~

Tuesday

2009-02-10T18:51:00.002+08:00

okay.. today was supposed to like take pictures in school with jinyi and other friends..

but.. my mood was so off.. and i was damn hungry.. and damn sleepy..

so ya..the plan was like cancelled.. T.T

today, had common test! social studies.. SBQ only..

i damn scared i failed cause i wrote so little..

but i used p, e, e and the purpose thingy..

but still so little.. and i finished it in like 10mins..

and i slept the rest.. lols..

mr neo gave us 30minutes only leh..

other classes got 45minutes..

it's like what the crap? o.O

today, had P.E was supposed to be a pleasant thing!!

but got 2 teachers.. and i chao don't like the younger one.

he teach so damn fast..

thinking we got like super memory..

plus his actions are so fast.. how to catch up?

i was like under him for 30mins..

i nearly died.. he kept asking the girls(except carolyn she in other group)

to practise again and again WITHOUT REST..

and my knee damn weak one.. i can't go up and down for like so many times..

i fell on my butt most of the times.. haiis..

and worse is..

the other people kept looking at me thinking i know what's next everytime..

mostly i do la.. but the new moves are like so confusing..

only carolyn could remember.. haiis.. what the crap..

next week sure tio meh and practise like hell again.. haiis..

today, the whole class kena held back by P.E teacher..

15mins recess gone.. and i didn't eat breakfast..

so the rest of the day i survived without food.. only water..

damn tired.. damn sleepy.. damn emo.. haiis..

today, had bio.. the only thing i looked forward to today..

i love bio.. i love sciences.. i like mrs yipp.. xD

haha.. but not as crazy as jinyi luh.. >.> eyecandy.. >.>

yupps.. bio was short.. and got test next monday.. haiis..

need to bring back thick thick textbook agains.. haiis..

today, had geog.. 30mins was wasted cause mrs charles didn't tell us is geog room..

when she went up to call us.. she asked us go down..

left 15mins she still wan us go down.. wtc.. >.>

we go down.. slacked then go back up again.. lols..

today, had a talk session thingy with dr boon and other H.O.D.s

it was about the school and our lessons and our attire and other stuffs..

they said they will talk with the other classes as well.. hmm..

don't know how true is that but.. haha..

all i could say was.. the session was quite useless.

cause the main problem we are bothered about..

they will not change and will not even consider changing it..

to them is a minor thing.. but to us quite major..

and they said it was a waste of our time to bother about it..

haii.. how could we when people are labelling our dressing as nerds.. wtc..

today went home alone again..

i sat on the stairs alone..

thinking about so many things..

i know i'm stupid la..

shouldn't think about all this right?

but how could i not when it's a part of me le..

haiis.. one day i will lose control of myself..

~~how could i not miss you?~~

Monday~!

2009-02-09T16:06:00.005+08:00

I NEARLY DIED ON SATURDAY.. OMT..

got this taxi hor.. red light still never slow down..

then i was cycled.. the taxi nearly bang me..

lucky he got press brake lor.. wtc..

today, had assembly in hall cause the sc got stuff to advertise..

and the video was like.. o.o and totally weird..

is the spongebob de song.. it was trying to explain the meaning of FUN!

today, also had prize presentation..

i got 3rd place for the photo taking competition..

yes..so..SHENG YONG U TELL ME WRONGLY.. WTC..

make me so confused.. zz..

today, got bio lab.. SUCH A HAPPY THING!!

i took a picture of the guard cell.. haha..

it's so nice!!! i shall post it.. weeee!!

LOOK AT IT.. SO BEAUTIFUL!! OMT.. LIKE JEWELS.. XD

today, went to eat lunch with Jin Yi at white sands..

decided to eat at MACs.. as usual.. haha..

and guess what.. lols..

i saw junyang's father, mother, sister and grandma.. lols..

i didn't notice them at first..

they were sitting on the first floor nearest to the staircase up..

i was like walking down the staircase to buy the food..

i realised it when his sister saw me coming down..

and pointed at me and said something i couldn't hear..

then she point liao..

his father turn look at me..

his mother turn look at me..

and i was huh at first..

then i realised is his family..

then i was so shocked..

and stun there for a few seconds don't know what to do..

then i just quickly walked down and chiong to queue up..

i was still stunned when i was buying la..

then i told JinYi who they were..

then she ask me greet them..

but i was too paiseh to la.. wtc..

is like im not even sure if they really know who me anot..

maybe the sister saw same uniform then point at me? o.O

buy liao hor.. i walked up damn fast again..

then sit down liao.. jinyi tell me..

his mother waved at her too.. haha..

so she as like stunned also..

and i was like stunned also..

then we were like thinking.. are they really friendly people or do they really know us..

lols.. they left before we eat finish.. so.. hmm.. nothing happened after that..

JINYI AND I SHALL MAKE A PHOTO ALBUM OF RANDOM STUFF

AND PEOPLE AND US AND MORE PEOPLE.. WOOOOO!!

lols.. xD digital camera.. woots.. xD maybe i should start bringin tomorrow..

hehe.. xD lols.. random.. xD haha..

today got grammys awards!!!

should i watch? hmmm.. >.<>

you don't give a damn?
is that the truth?

Wednesday

2009-02-04T19:45:00.003+08:00

oh haha.. i remembered i was suppose to post something here..

but i forgot what to post.. omt.. got short term memory..

today had tuition.. maths de.. surds was a piece of cake..

but log total forgot liao.. zz.. and next mon i got surds test..

yay!! xD hehe..

today had a change of seat..

now i sitting beside the teacher's table.. haii..

cant sleep or do other stuff le.. haii..

feeling so sad liao..

i was supposed to sit beside the front door lor.. wtc..

then that shermay go change my seat.. zz..

crap la.. zz.. haii.. i wanna sit beside door!!!

beside teacher's table is so.. wtc.. T.T haiis..

today got back chemistry paper.. lols..

31.5/35.. haha.. 1st in class!! woots!!

never study summore.. lols.. if i studied maybe get 35 lo..

haha.. but anyway.. 1st in class!! good enough!! xD

i thought i would fail like nobody's business sia..

then i was praying so hard when ms hafizah say she was gonna give out the paper..

then got a total shock when i was first.. haha.. xD

today got back chinese common test paper..

lols.. I PASSED FOR THE 2ND TIME IN AHS.. OMT..

congrats to me!! xD haha.. 29/50.. not liao wor..

im like the number 7 in the class. haha..

ting xie i got 1st bah.. according to keng fu.. hmms..

my test hor.. is stupid compre pull me down sia..

ci yu 9.5/12

cheng yu 9.5/10 <-- careless mistake.. zzz..

compre 3/20 <-- SEE HOW IT PULL ME DOWN!!!

wtc.. the compre is like critisizing singaporeans..

then suddenly talk abt india and china..

i don't understand a single crap.. zz..

summore my teacher say she used that passage to remind 3A and 3B..

i don't get it okay.. zz.. haiis..

tomorrow going to have first PROGRAMMING COURSE!!

so damn excited.. i hope i don emo and not sleepy..

later no mood and can't concentrate..

then can't remember the codes.. omt..

going to sleep early today.. haha.. before 11pm must sleep liao.. xD haha..

~~let me hold you for the last time,~~

~~it's my last chance to feel again..~~

Tuesday

2009-02-03T17:38:00.003+08:00

okay today wasn't better la..

was so heart broken after school.. T.T

sigh.. biased.. biased.. zz..

you good... you very good...

so to everybody else but me la...

evil.. so evil.. gr...

bet none of you all understand what i'm writing up there lo.. ha ha..

never mind.. it's nothing important.. lols.. haii..

today had common test.. chinese de..

i actually forgot about ba mian ling long.. wtc.. zz..

didn't know can use like that lo.. zzz..

so wasted also.. quite a lot of careless stuffs.. haii..

today had wushu..

it was so fun.. except i got.. ahem.. then a bit uncomfortable lo..

can't remember anything leh.. haii..

me and my bad memory.. lols..

i just realised.. being the oldest is a good thing.. ha ha..

now i shall only accept 'di di' ha ha.. lols..

so many random stuff now.. lols..

when i walking home de time..

the radio got one dj said..

'never trust women who bleed for 5 days and never die.'

lols.. meaning don't trust all women who don't have menopause lo..

zz.. what is this la.. >.>

~~im missing you again~~

gotta snap out of it

2009-02-02T22:51:00.001+08:00

lols.. im trying to use the new gadget on msn.. haha.. it�s said to make it easier to post.. hmm.. i don�t quite believe la.. haha.. it seems so weird.. is feels like im reli typing and posting directly.. haha.. xD lols..

im going to bed soon.. people good night!!! sweet dreams.. and jiayous for tomorrow�s common test okay? haha.. get high high marks.. xD haha..

i shall sms goodluck sms tomorrow also.. xD hehe.. lols..

good night people!! xD

i can do better!! xD

monday~!

2009-02-02T21:36:00.004+08:00

today got ting xie!! so hyper!! cause i got 88% haha..

keng fu said i was highest in 3B!! WOOTS!! haha..

need do compo today and i don't know what to write lo..

need write a letter to my mom..in chinese lehs.. omt.. zz..

im going to write something fake lo.. and some real in it.. haha..

today got bio lab.. it was horrible and fun la..

horrible cause the whole lab got this stinky smell..

got smell because of the stupid pig's liver..

make me feel liky puking every single minute sia..

until i do the experiment almost all cant do lo..

zz.. haii..

today is happy day.. i was so hyper.. haha..

didn care about anything and everything.. haha.. xD

hope tomorrow also like that.. haha..

your smile is mesmerizing..

2009-02-01T22:09:00.003+08:00

felt so sad on friday cause one of my juniors said something surprising to me..
wtc.. i hope she was kidding.. seriously.. i hope she is..
this is what happen la..

i went up to hug her..
then she say: go away.. i dowan you
me: why u dowan me?
she: cause u broke up with him le..
me: what?!?!
then she ask sth else and walked away.. omt..

heart so pain.. please tell me you're joking please.. omt..
heart still pain.. T.T from friday until now.. sob sob..
make me feel like u my friend last time cause i was with him.. wtc.. >.>

another thing.. people!! please join emailcashpro.
it's basically just reading emails to earn money la..
earn quite little if you don have referrals la..
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so please join!!!

2009-02-01T19:27:00.001+08:00

thought through..
i was being stupid..
i was being greedy..
friends?

the best way to forget a person..
is to face him and not runaway..

2009-01-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

chinese new year was supposed to be happy..
but i got bad news.. form my godma.. haii..
i don't wanna write it here.. argh..
i dono wat to do..
need advice..
brain going to die.. argh...
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
my life is so confusing..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
and i wasn even given a choice..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
should i fight back?..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
or i shouldn..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
emos..
help.. me.. haii..
emo..
emo..
emo..
emo..

i don't wanna leave yet..
cause if i do..
i won be able to see you anymore..

2009-01-18T13:30:00.002+08:00

something interesting and weird happened during A maths lesson.

Mr Neo wanted to start the test/quiz but then he suddenly remembered he needed to get something so he went to get it. then when he came back he told us it was an article.

Mr Neo: This morning I read an article saying that when women are ovulating they will dress more
sexier.. Ya.. Until this morning, I didn't know that so many of the girls here are ovulating..

then the class was laughing like siao.. haha.. me too.. so out of the blue can.. his way of saying our attire got problem is so weird can.. and i cant believe he said that in class. wtc.. haha.. but at least is new.. lols..

also we spend like 1period of SS to talk about what the sch need to change. haha.. came up with many ideas but dono if our SS teacher got tell ms cheong or dr boon anot. hmmm..

2009-01-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

Get Back - Demi Lovato

Don't walk away like you always do
This time
Baby your the only thing that's been
On my mind
Ever since you left I've been a mess
(You won't answer your phone)
I'll say it once then
I'll leave you alone
But I gotta let you know

I wanna get back to the old days
When the phone would ring
And I knew it was you
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing like we used to
Oh kiss me
Like you mean it
Like you miss me
Cause I know that you do
I wanna get back
Get back
With you

(Yeah)

Don't look at me that way
I see it in your eyes
Don't worry about me
I've been fine
I'm not gonna lie
I've been a mess
Since you left
And every time I see you
It gets more and more intense

I wanna get back to the old days
When the phone would ring
And I knew it was you
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing
Like we used to
Oh kiss me
Like you mean it
Like you miss me
Cause I know that you do
I wanna get back
Get back
With you

You were the only one I wanted
And you were the first one I felt for

You're the only one
That I've been needing
And I don't wanna be lonely anymore

I wanna get back to the old days
When the phone would ring
And I knew it was you
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing like we used to
Oh kiss me
Like you mean it
Like you miss me
Cause I know that you do
I wanna get back
Get back
With you

(Get Back)
Get back
(Get Back)
Get Back
(Get Back)
Get Back
(Get Back)
Get Back

Oh kiss me
Like you mean it
Like you miss me
Cause I know that you do
I wanna get back
Get back
I wanna get back
Get back
I wanna get back
Get back
Get back

YEAH!

songs reli can express stuff well. haha.. xD
this is how i feel sometimes.. >.> haha..

2009-01-15T18:36:00.002+08:00

okay.. i'm supposed to present something on wednesday during chinese lesson!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO PRESENT. OMG.. SIGH!!!
anybody got ideas? T.T need help.. T.T
i was planning to write about this article they said about twilight.. zzz damn angry at the person who wrote the article. cause is so unfair okay!! but i don't know how talk about twilight in chinese sia. lols.. xD haha..

this week damn busy busy after school.. sianed.. cause got this bbq thingy i need to do.. lols.. im like assistant incharge or something. hmm.. quite interesting. xD haha.. okay.. im mad liao. nvm.. xD
I SHALL GO WATCH NARUTO AND KHR!! XD

2009-01-11T18:51:00.002+08:00

friday, was cca showcase. and i slacked. I was planning not to slack la. but i too busy emoing.. totally no mood at all..

since not many people read my blog.. im not gonna care wat i post liao.. zz..

is like.. 1month plus ler.. then all these days i told myself, he doesn't love me anymore la, so i don't need to care so much le.. then i reli never think much.. sometimes ya maybe.. but usually no..

then during recess on fri, dexter hor, come ask me some questions.. he asked me.. dowan post wat he ask.. haii.. then i asked something i shouldn't have ask.. cause i got to know something.. 1month++ i keep lying to myself.. haii.. i asked sihui again.. and she like reconfirm it.. IM LYING TO MYSELF.. haii.. so now i have hopes..

i keep thinking about it.. got 2 thoughts..

1) IT WILL NEVER COME TRUE!!
- i believe he won ask me.. i don tink he will.. i don tink he tinks like that at all.. i tink that dex
and sihui got it all wrong.. u interpretted his reactions wrongly!! even if he does think like
that. i dont tink he is brave enought to ask me.. haii.. and then i become all sad...
2) IT WILL COME TRUE!!
- omt.. he reli tinks like that? im so freaking happy!! it's the happiest new ever this year!!!
i cant wait!!!

and these 2 thoughts happened at the freaking same time.. giving me a headache.. and i kept crying/ wanting to cry.. tears of sadness and joy.. mixed.. is like i reli want it to happen but i know it wont..

and since dex told me tat.. during cca showcase i kept looking at him.. NON STOP.. OMT.. i tried to look away.. but in the end i still will look at him.. haii.. soon i gave up trying to stop.. lookin at him wont harm me or him..

their cca played tong hua.. and i cried when i heard it.. cause got one line（也许你不会懂，从你说爱我以后，我的天空星星都亮了。） yupp.. that line.. it was tat line i heard then i started to cry.. was it stupid? haii.. cause that line is like so true to me.. haii.. cant believe im crying now too.. haii.. i tink i better stop here.. buhbye..

i love you..
i still do..

2009-01-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

OKAY YANNY HERE IS YOUR POST!!!

today, I had to stay back to paint the banner for tomorrow! xD Yupp, me, mary, yanny, wendy, michelle and many others. xD Me and yanny was painting the white stuff, then wendy did the silver stuff and the rest did the gold, and mary went to erm.. get paint from.. erm.. haha.. xD then hor, we took like 1hour++ to paint 1 layer. then we went to eat!! xD i ate chicken rice!! almost everyone ate chicken rice.. xD heh..

eat ler then we went back to dark room!! xD then yanny they all went to put glitters on the blue part.. xD haha.. then when we finish yanny called mary 'cause she was doing welfare stuff bah.. o.O she shouted, 'mary!! i want to end this all!!' haha.. sound so wrong on so many levels!!! xD haha.. it sounded to me like yanny was breaking up with mary.. hahahaha.. i was laughing like crazy!!! xD then yanny didn't know what i was tinking at first.. xD haha.. then she gave me another interpretation to my laughing.. haha.. still laughing now.. xD

YANNY HERE'S YOUR POST!!!
quote of the day, 'MARY!! I WANT TO END THIS ALL!!' xD haha.. (may replace mary with other names.. xD)

2009-01-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

Didn't blogged in many days, 'cause I'm chionging school homework and tuition homeworks and cca got things also. Today had tuition, I'm half crazy half dead now. Tuition for 3hours non-stop plus last lesson was A math.. Trigo go to hell!!! so many formula, toa cah soh not enough still wan others, so greedy..

A math hor, I totally going to give up listening to Mr Neo already, he's takes way too much time to recap. We had erm, 3periods with him already he just finish teaching us simultaneous equation which is exactly what we learnt last year. Waste of time! So my tuition can only help me now!!

Maths hor, I'm so lucky! Got Mr Wee + Mr Seow(?).. Weird that got 2. Hopefully Mr Wee can teach this year and next year.

HMT, I forgot bring files, needed to stand up for erm around 30minutes. She checked what we brought nearing the end of lesson(heng ah!). I can tell she's a great teacher!! At least I will learnt something unlike last year..(tyco tyco get b4 for HMT de lo..)

SS!! Just like history lessons, so oh my tian!! But this time the teacher makes it more happier to study!! Seriously I feel happy and excited and interested in studying about SS!! Maybe 'cause her voice + face so happy looking!! xD But the work hor, I still can't remember la.. haha.. poor memory..

Elect. Geog, so oh my tian in a bad way! I don't really like the teacher, she speaks so softly. I'm the 3rd person from the front and I can barely hear her. Sigh.. I got a very bad feeling about geog..

English!! My presentation was fine, even though I could deliver it better. I was so freaking nervous!! Is like the class got quite alot people de english is so much better than mine.. In the end, I was too soft, spoke a little too fast, and i kept facing Mrs Chew who was behind me I'm wasn't supposed to face her.. She said some of my points can be used in compos and I got good points.. So maybe content quite high, presentation low low.. haii.. depressed..

i can't help but stare at you everytime i see you..
those are the happiest moments..

2009-01-03T13:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the first day of school. I went to school with Jin Yi. We were supposed to meet at Pasir Ris mrt station at 6.35am but I went earlier 'cause my brother need to use the bike at 6.45am. So I used first then my father took it back then my brother use. Sigh. Stupid brother make me wake up so early. I reach the mrt station at 6.25am++ then Jin Yi came like 5minutes later.

So we go up the platform then one train left. The other was leaving in 10 minutes. So long.. Sigh. Then wait wait wait.. Then I saw Lindy coming up, followed by her brother..IN AHS SCHOOL UNIFORM!!! I gasped so loudly.. Sigh.. Lindy and her father was like laughing then lionel like paiseh liddat. I think I'm the lagging one. Sigh..

Reached school! Found out that Jin Yi's classroom was on the 2nd floor!! No fair.. Mine was on the fourth, as expected. But was 2nd farthest to the toilet.. oh crap.. i was hoping it was nearer to the toilet.. i like the space near the toilet. Sigh.. I put my bag then go 3K look for frenz. most of the people in my class not really familar with.

Then I saw uncle!! He look so grown up in long pants. haha.. xD Then saw dexter too.. haha.. look weird.. then my eyes was like darting around looking for somebody.. haii.. i know what im looking for.. haii.. but do i really wanna see.. haii..

the assembly was uber long.. i sit until butt ache liao.. haii.. plus i spent the previous night thinking about stuff in the end slept at 2.30am and woke up at 5am.. damn tired..

My form teacher is Mr Neo, co form teacher is.. Mrs Law. Don't really know them..

My first day was super terrible.. lack of sleep plus not many people i familar with.. haii..

2008-12-31T13:59:00.003+08:00

Today's New Year's eve! I can't believe that school is going to start soon. I still haven't finished my homework. Sigh. I'm so lazy. Writing my chinese composition now. Title is tong4, which is pain. I could only remember this title and the paper, and I lost the paper. I don't want to write this title. But no choice!! Maybe I can write my emoness out. Just hope I don't get emo after that.

I NEED SOME ONE TO SUPERVISE ME WHILE I DO HOMEWORK!! So Yan Jun called, and told me answers!! (so grateful!! but I still wanna kill him.) Then asked him supervise me. In the end, talk talk talk never do homework. Zzz.. So hang up.

Yi Jing told me yesterday that her chinese teacher is zheng lao shi. Pity her. Sigh. And she said mine was cai jun jun.. But I thought she only teaches kuai jie. Don't know la. Just hope is not csj. If not, I'll be in hell.. She'll be like scolding my class almost everyday. I hate it when a teacher scold the class/anywhere near me. I will feel like rebelling.. for no reason also.

She also said that Mr Wee will be teaching my class, don't know how true is that but I hope it's true! At least, that's good new to me! Lols.

Currently listening radio, to relax, even though I shouldn't be doing this right now. Song is Leavin' by Jesse McCartney. They're having a top 100 countdown. Leavin' is number 80. Wow. 79 is All Around Me by Flyleaf.

My brother is out bowling with his friends, and I'm left alone.. So lonely!! I wanted to go with him, but he don't let me. I understand why, I wouldn't bring my brother out with me if I'm going out with my friends too. Sigh.

Bye Bye by Mariah Carey is number 78.

*//Edited at 3.48pm
65. Thunder by Boys Like Girls
64. Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

I'm going to cut my hair on 1st January! Hope the shop will be open. I'm planning to sms everyone I have on my contacts at 12midnight!! I know it's not possible so.. I shall aim to be first to sms them!! Hehe.

2008-12-29T13:41:00.001+08:00

okay, this is the first decent post on this new blog of mine!

Today, I woke up at around 7.30am. It was so freaking cold 'cause it rain very heavily. I tried to go back to sleep but my aunts and uncles(from Malaysia. They came to visit my another aunt in the hospital.) were making so much noise, talking very loudly. So I decided not to sleep, then YiJing smsed me and remind me bring her heymaths worksheets. So I go photocopy for her, took only 10minutes(thought it would be longer). Then I walk around the house like a zombie. Don't know where I was going at all.

After that, I go brush teeth and change into P.E shirt and school skirt and off to school! Marilyn told me that they had camp or something, so I prayed so hard not to meet any of them and I didn't! Good for me. Or else, I would have died in school . . . in the rain . . . all alone.

It was still drizzling when I reach school and I met erm . . . Paul, I think, one of my CCA juniors. He said he was here to buy the handbook which I totally forgot to buy. Thanks for reminding me dude! The handbook got expression songs, rules, and other stuffs, a bit weird and wasteful to buy. But, ACP said need to bring it on first day of school, so no choice.

I walked towards the stadium, got a lot CCA having training. And table tennis(girls) also have training. Jasline came out to get her books(New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn) which I was supposed to lend her. She looks so cute when she plays. Yi Jing looks damn tired in training. The guys in table tennis all came so early then they were waiting and waiting for the girls to finish their training. Saw Yu Jia!! Didn't see him for a long, long, long time. He didn't change much. Hmm. . . Their coach came early too, so asked them to run. Poor them. When they run finish, the girls still haven't finish their training.

When they finish, it was like 11.05am. Yi Jing asked me to accompany her to 85 to eat. So we talk talk talk and eat eat eat. Then she go to her father's shop to sleep. And I went back to school 'cause walk down from main gate faster(I think).

*// Edited at 4.35pm
I'm super bored now. Some one please entertain me. Sigh! Just watched finished Special A anime again. Feeling sad. Animes got happy ending, life don't have happy ending. Sigh! Some one recommend me a good anime can? or manga also can! Thanks.

Anyway, so far I don't think anyone knows I changed blog url. Hmm. . . No one reads my blog!! I'm so unimportant!! *sobs sobs* never mind. shouldn't be greedy, should just accept it. Sigh!

2008-12-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

New blog new beginning!! hehe..

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